Whew!

I honestly did not think I would be at where I am at in life. I have met someone who has opened my eyes to feelings I have long forgotten about. He makes me feel beautiful and like a human being again. I had planned on staying single the rest of my life, and was actually contemplating my own wedding just so I can throw one. Even if it was for myself. But Lucas has came into my life and has made me so happy I do not know what to do with myself. We had a blast on my birthday and that night I realized we were both stuborn as f***. The next day I told him I think I met my match. Other guys have not been able to keep up with me, but he proved me wrong. He can make me laugh my cheecks hurt and drive me so crazy I just want to slap him sometimes. I am grateful for who he is and who he brings out in me.